Somnambulant Ambulance

What does it mean when you are in a good head space but seem tired and depressed all at the same time? I wish there were magic pills for that. Oh yes, those do exist. I forgot.
What I need is a good nights rest and a massage and a hundred dollars! And I want air conditioned pants.
I've been sanding all day at work again. I think I am now part bondo/part shetland pony. Wow, that sentence looks like a foreign language. Bondo Pony would make a good clown name. Or a good stage name if I were an oboe player in a punk band. The punk band would be called the Sex Oboes and the first album would be called Sex Oboe Bonobo (Monkey) and the Slow-Mo Hobo.
I apologize. It's the heat you see. It's not actually that hot today, but it's the build up of heat over the last couple of weeks. My brain is soft boiled, I think. I'm not that entertaining. Don't give me that look. I know. I know I'm just babbling. You don't think I know this? Well fine. Leave. Whatever. You'll come back. You'll come crawling back, because you need it. I know. You love it and you can't have it.