Fucked Up Addicted Motherfuckers

So I don't know how it happened. Everyone around me is fucked up and drunk and/or crazy. People are making fucked up decisions and behaving like fucking fucked up fuckity fucks. It's taking it's toll on me and I don't even really drink. And I'm not claiming that I've got my shit together. Not at all. In fact, I'm pretty low myself. But maybe in my sobriety and my distance--I'm good at creating a lot of distance between me and other humans--I see people making stupid decisions and behaving stupidly and heading nowhere good. I know people need to figure things out. So do I. Drinking doesn't seem to help. Bad decisions don't seem to help. Youth doesn't seem to help. Sadly for me, age doesn't seem to help except to make me weary. I care about and love many of these people. They will fuck themselves up and I'll watch and it will make me sadder. Words don't help. Words, they are just roadmaps back to the past.